Done

On Sunday after I got off work James tells me he has an appointment with the Bishop. Great, that means I have to get things done at my moms house really fast. I was going over there to get more of the baby stuff and hopefully find the car seat that Ben could use next since he is outgrowing the one he is in now. Well I found the clothes and those are now over here, but I didn't find the car seat yet. I still have to go back over there and get some more of the stuff. My mom and I found some boxes that had some of my stuff including my diaploma. How cool is that? I haven't seen that in forever and I finally found it. I pulled it out of the box because I was going to take it home with the clothes and guess what? Yeah, I left it there. I noticed the time and said shoot I have to go. James and Ben were waiting for me outside her house since the appointment was right away. The kids helped me by loading the three totes into the van. What great helpers when they want to be. They also got to spend the night last night and that was great. It felt really good to have them here again. I really miss them. This morning they even got ready for school really fast since they all wanted time to play with their baby brother. Which they did, even Mary after she got done with her shower. I'm not to sure she did a good job, but at least she took a shower. So now the reason for the title....the appointment with the Bishop was to get the guidelines for what we had to write in our letters to the First Presidency. These letters were to state our feelings on weither James should get his blessings restored or not. James had already wrote his letter on the first of the month, but I held off until I knew exactly what needed to be in there. He had to rewrite just a little bit, his was beautiful. It was especially touching when he talked about me and his feelings for me. I almost started crying, but I didn't since the kids were around, James knew how I felt though and that is all that matters. So I wrote mine and it took me a while to do. Not only did I have to stop a few times because of my emotions, but I felt like I had to rewrite it a few times. I would start typing something and suddenly it didn't feel right so I would basically reword it and then it felt better. That happened a lot during the letter, and at the end when I read it I felt really good about it. I let James read my letter, and he said it was good also, so now I just hope the Bishop agrees with it and it can be sent off. Bishop said the only letter he was worried about was mine.....well I hope that this will take care of things. Also hopefully soon, we can get this all sent off and get his blessings restored quickly. I love my husband and I would love to get sealed in the Temple with him. I haven't been in a temple yet as a memeber and I would love to go. I know I have to get the recommend first, but I am willing to do what it takes to get there. My only problem is after I get the recommend is getting a temple dress. I don't have any good friends that I could go shopping with and get a dress, especially for when we get sealed. Oh well I guess I will think of something. Ok gonna go for now.....I'll write more later.